I would just like to say I'm so sorry for your loss. While I've never experienced the loss of a child of my own, my nephew was stillborn in 2007 at 37 weeks gestation. It came as a such a shock. I wish I could tell you the pain goes away, but I still haven't been able to let go, and he wasn't even my child and it was over a year ago. Just try to hang in there and I can only hope that you have an extremely supportive family around you.
God Bless!
Chantel